“My    Secret    Crush”

“My    Secret    Crush”
“Crushing   My   Secret”

The Man that I fell for , or should I say I have a crush on ..
I’m lost in my own self with only him..
Pretending to hate the Man I wish I had..
I hate that I would do anything for him..
I’m safe now without him knowing..
My heart weeps for the pain of not being with him..
I’m crazy … I wonder how this had happen to me..
The first time I saw him I thought who is this Man..
His face that of an angry dog ..
His eyes as bright as the sea shining at midnight..
I despise him at first for his unpleasant  attitude towards me..
He looked at me funny when I wasn’t looking..
He would stare deep into my eyes when no ones around..
To be suprize by an unexpected gift such as a smile ..
My soul shivered that day..
Never have I seen a smile as beautiful and amazing has his..
I was beginning to get nervous  ..
My role was to hide my feelings..
In secret I was an unsuspected stalker  ..
I knew I could not have him ..
So I pushed him even  further..
For this was only my obsessiveness  growing even stronger..
Still I live in denial of pretending he don’t exist..
Not wanting this feeling any longer..