Difficult

This life is so difficult I can't take it no more there's so many phonies and liars so many fake people so much pain so many possibilities you try to help me but it never works nothing ever works it's so damn difficult!!! What do I do? I don't know what to do! Sometimes I wonder about my purpose on this planet why am I here why do you hurt me this life is so difficult sometimes I break down and cry sometimes I just want to curl up and die so damn difficult I scream over and over do even listen to me why don't you listen to me do you even care about me I try so damn hard but it's too difficult, difficult I try to be what your want me to be, but I you just can't help me just give up on me like all the others don't try to save me because it's too late