unsurprising surprise

I looked into your eyes and to my surprise I found no truth, only lies.

But silly me, I didn't want to see. This hope or love was never meant to be.

I tried so hard please you. Nothing more than what you'd have me do. I wanted you to love me too.

But nothing I did was right. Nothing kept me in your sight. But still, I continued to fight.

In the end I had to face it all, I was nothing now and began to fall. Down, down into an endless hall. . .

Lost forever.