~Confused and Broken~

I Feel Like an outcast
i mean i have friends
but it feels like they're better at all of this than i am.
I feel like im not good enough.
but i also feel like im annoying them.
im so lost that i dont know what to do anymore and i cant take it. ive been through so much that i end up pushing everyone away and then im stuck again...
i just wanna cry for help...