Give Me Death

[i]What is the reason,
I'm still alive,
I'm begging you please,
Tell me why,

The fear of life,
The fear of death,
Fear in itself,
Steals my breath,

I want this to end,
This pointless pain,
Driven by anger,
Making me insane,

Ghosts and ghouls,
My only friends,
Not that you care,
Till my life, I end,

Held back by fear,
To let it all flow,
Red rivers of life,
I will never know,

One day I'll snap,
Cold steel to skin,
Beautiful red ocean,
Revealing my sin,

Dreamily I pray,
To be free at last,
The feeling of nothing,
Leaving me outcast.