water color

she's stuck in time
she's lost in her nostalgia
her soft hands ran like razors down my spine
just one day I wanna hit rewind
finish her off and leave her behind
she's killing me inside
this hate I wish I could escape
but with grace and such beauty in her face
she consumes me, my soul
she withholds all my power
shackled to the bed
with blood in her eyes and
death running through her veins
she clenched to tightly
i fell between the crevice of reality
trying to piece together normality
im left with only my reflection
don't worry it's nothing
that would ever exceed your expectation
It's not one of any other; just water color
the make up smudged
distortion in my face
wearing nothing but lace
im an abomination to the human race
who is this she, the she is me
im my own worst enemy
another casualty
she's got me afraid to leave
because her looks can deceive
standing over you
don't forget to breath
another life. Im going to achieve.
coming down again; all I want is a friend
someone too help me paint my world of pretend
cause your life I was never going to end
your were important to me, you see
just a small pigment
on a bigger picture that I painted on me
in nothing but water color