Waiting

Today,I feel like ending everything
I can't take this shit no more
Please take me away from this place
I don't want to live through this war

Sometimes the pain gets to me too much
Where my emotions pull and tug
I just want to die,no lie
There's nobody to show their love

I've put my trust and faith into everything
I've tried so hard to fight for what I believe
I'm like an angel with a broken wing
Waiting to be saved but ready to leave

Forever hasn't got a place for me
It never did so here I wait
Wait to be set free
From the self loathing and inward hate

Tears I cry I cry out and plead
To feel like I'm alive
Nothing's felt,I await to leave
Gun in hand,I take my life...