A New Feel

I wish this pillow was your chest these sheets your hands
holding me close and comforting me till the end
you let me in, I looked around feeding me with your space and sound
overflowing with new feelings on how real life gets...and we haven't really kissed yet
I close my eyes to go to sleep but I see your face and start writing this
Bury my head under my pillow to make you go away but I can't let you go
thinking of you leaves me gushing awakening my heart to start beating
the feeling that started when you mixed your heart with mine
don't ever want it to end I'm just right beside you lingering
not to see the end of the line and say we will meet again
cause I know as soon as you walk away I'll start missing you right then
but that helped me realize the more I miss you the more I want you in my life

I'm not going to lie I still have my doubts
but no one is perfect and it's the chance that counts