how I feel at this moment

Suicide goes through my mind, countless times a day. I always try and find one thing to make me stay. But it's getting harder to find something, anything worth the effort.

I honestly hope the day shows that I find nothing keeping me here. On that day, no one will shed a single tear. No one will even notice I've gone away.

Just me, alone as it should be. A waste of space, gone forever.