Socially Awkward

“Socially Awkward "



Timid eyes..Short breath.. Exhale ..once .. Save air
for later ..She forgot to breath sometimes .. It's
too much to live she says .. too much work and false
pretenses.. She wish to be away ..away from it
all..
Shallow talks without depth ...
She cannot carry herself by the hand..
She's treated as a child...
In thoughts of many regret ...
Although she tries, she fails repeatedly ...
Silence in her talk, she's discussed daily ... Pretend
not to see her.. they feel strange around her from
her awkwardness ...
Laughes and giggles .... they whisper "why she's so
quiet "
Taunting & haunting she's had a belly full of what
torture feels like ...
..Sighs for relief, someone help her please .. She
wants to scream badly..
Does she belongs in this world ..
She cannot Change what is in her all along .. the
silence that's precieve as antisocial .. they will
never accept it .. her only way out is cutting her wrist
& Slicing her throat ... Fighting her  self was
pointless ... She'll never win ...death seems easy but still there's fear.. steadily she drownes in her self ....
Deep in the darkness she kisses the day goodbye...