. . . . . .

All hope banished by those hurtful words. Day in, day out the same mindless tasks. This day never seems to end.

Tomorrow, the same as today. Never ending monotony. My brain slowly turning to mush.

Nothing matters anymore, not me and not you. All that's left is this excruciating, mind numbing pain.

I just want out of this pathetic routine I call life. I try breaking free, finding something new. Interesting. The opposite of everything else I know.

But the excitement is fleeting. It always ends the same, spiraling back to my pit of despair. The only option left to my demented mind? My suicide. . .