Drowning in my Sorrows

As my blood drowns in alcohol tonight, I lie in my bed ready to die.
Bloody tears flow from my eyes, I've got this gun to my head.
I've also got a knife in my left hand.
I've been closed off from love for way too long.
I throw them both and grab my booze.
I've drank so much because of him I drown my bold in alcohol.
As I lie back down I fall asleep.
I never wake again.
That night I drown in my own sorrows..