The Drunken High

I was feeling perfect 
Yet still depressed 
Don't know if I should reach out for more
When I probably deserve less 
I just wish all of the problems
Could be over 
I'm writing completely innocent 
Yet I'm far from sober
I don't care what they say 
Or what they do 
As long as they keep their mouths shut 
I'm about to let my anger break through
I was filled with lust 
When he whispered in my ear 
He was making sure 
He said what I wanted to hear
I just wanted him to have me 
And I didn't even know it 
I guess I could feel he did
For he made me feel infinite