Dear God!

Dear God, can you hear me?
If your there, can you see me?
Can you see the pain im in?
I just don't no where, to begin?
I wish to be the happy girl!
The one I was,That did a twirl!
When life was good, no sadness then!
No darkness like a shallow den!
I wish to live my life to full!
Without the strife, the hate, the bull!
Please God can you find the me?
The one again I want to be?
I ask for me to please be free!
From all the heartache trapping me!
Please God, will you help me out?
Im not so bad, without a doubt!
I wish to be my happy me!
Take a look God, can you see?