Pain...Love

I can only hear the lies that slowly slip from his lips,
The poisonous words that torture me...
He lingers over me as if to care,
But it's only a cover to his vicious stare.
He does this all on purpose...
And he knows that I deserve better than this...
Slowly he pushes me down again and again...
Hurting me... crushing me...
Yet... my feelings are immense towards this young man...
I still... love him....
With such pain that he's injected in me...
I still look at him as the only one for me...
What can I do?... What should I do?
What I love more than anything else in the world...
Is the same thing hurting me...
Someone I thought I knew... but...
I can only hear the lies that slowly slip from his lips,
The poisonous words that torture me...