A New Beginning

It is all those lives you have taken,
All those new beginnings I swore I had.
It is my heart you broke long ago in million pieces,
And you keep breaking it, breaking it.
You have disrupted my mental peace and caused chaos instead.
My mind is now scattered and weak and slowly disappearing into madness.
Is that it? Is that all you can do?
Just take it, take everything, I got nothing left anyway.
Just take it, take my heart broken already, take my mind struck by insanity, and just take it.
I am done.
I swore to a new beginning again. No!
Will you again come take this away from me?
Disrupt its course, like a fleet disrupted by the furious waves,
Swallow me whole into your whirlpool of endless fear and darkness.
Are you that miserable and corrupted?
Do you despise me that much, dear sister?