expressionless and silent

tears well up in my eyes
streaming down my cheeks
opening old wounds
held deep inside of me
cant seem to capture all the demons excaping
this time i wont hold on
it hurts too much
all we've been through
can't let your torment be my downfall
your words that gut me
spun pure as silk
while sour notes strum from hells harps
strung with my organs
there tone like ice picks to my ears
a sweet seronade
as blood trickles down my neck
held my face over open flames till my eyes melt
till i cant see your face any more
or this decent into oblivion
downward and direct
expresionless and silent there on your perch of admeration
at me gasping for air beneath arctic water
boiling with my last breath
heartless and un nearving
your stair always plotting
but now my fesh has gone grey
and my eyes have leaked out there last drop of fluid
its all been reduced to jagged memories
love lost endearments
removed my finger from this artery
so we can both just bleed out and go our own ways