love is the cruelest punishment.

how can I love you, yet hate you so fucking much?
I love the sound of your voice,
but I hate how lies are the only things you say.
I love the way you hold me,
but I hate how you never stay.

I love the way your lips feel,
but I hate the words they speak.
I love the way you look at me,
but I hate how it makes me weak.

I love when we're together,
but I hate when we're apart.
I love the way you say you love me,
but I hate the way you break my fucking heart.

-e.r