Undeserving

Life choices that i have made
Have been far from the best
Ive hurt you and others
With my blatant selfishness

I try to grow everyday
Make up for times passed
Thank you for loving me enough
To allow me to clean up my mess

I treated your love like a toy
Acted as if I am a spoiled child
Only caring about what I want
But life isn't a game of chess