If (Then)

If I don't make it to where I'm going tomorrow,
Then I'll kill myself today.
If I lend myself the things that I borrow,
Then I'll never have to pay.

If I have nothing left to lose,
Then I'll have nothing left at all.
If I have everything but you,
Then you can find me hanging in the hall.

If suicide is selfish,
Then what do we call life?
If death feels rather hellish,
Then hand me the knife.

If happy is what you call yourself,
Then will you ever know anything else?
If we don't work together,
Then this goodbye is forever.