flying

sitting on the ceiling 
when your on the floor laid out
 turning shifting without a doubt
looking up wondering what the hell is that about
floating mid air
will this high ever wear off
a teenager trying for the first time
thinking am i flying
looking so stupid will this ever end
lying on there silent 
hearing them laughing
but not really grasping 
what are they really saying????
am i brain dead
is my mind gone
i see myself looking down upon me
its saying
"you look so stupid,what where you thinking?"
exactly what the hell was i thinking
then i come back to reality
looking at my friend 
holding the drug
then i think
"should i take that hit?"