Tick Tock

Tick tock,
My heart beats to the sound of my death clock,
Wishing it to all be over soon,
The sun is out but I'm forever talking to the moon...
The moons rays are all that calms me,
Maybe its because when it talk to it I feel you clearly,
Even though I see you everywhere I go,
More the most when I saw you dancing in the snow...
The winter hurt so bad but I miss it the most,
Sometimes I feel its not you who's the ghost,
But maybe its me living where I don't belong,
On my knees in tears everytime I hear your song...
What can I do when all I want is to have you back,
The pain on my shoulders never leaves all it does is stack,
I can't let you go my little angel how can they tell me too?
When every single day I wish it was me not you!!
Your my pain my strength too,
The cold musky nights and the sweet morning dew,
Your every particle of this world around me,
Ill never be whole again til I'm with you and my soul is finally free...