The Pain

The pain, it feels so good but so wrong.
I know he is coming back, I know how it will happen. It's on replay in my head. When I hide under the bed, and hear him walking up the stairs, trying not to breath to loud. When he hits the top of the stairs and starts saying my name, and the things he wants to do. When he pulls me out from under the bed, and grabs me by my neck and pins me to the wall, kissing me deeply shoving his tongue in my mouth. He lets me go once I can no longer breath, tossing me on to the bed, ripping my shirt off, trailing a knife down my side. Cutting ever so slightly just so he can taste my blood. He moves his body over mine and bites my neck, I know in the morning I will have a bruise. He moves his mouth down to my nipples and sucks and bites, I know not to make any noise unless I am told or the knife will go deeper, as he rests it in my side. The way he moves makes me want more even though it is so wrong and so bad. I know hes hurting me, I know I'm in pain, but I don't want it to stop.. He gets off of me and flips me over, he pulls my pants down and whispers in my ear "get on your hands and knees, it wont hurt as bad". I do as I'm told, as he shoves his cock deep in to my ass, pumping, making me want him. He will get close and flip me over and sink his hard fat cock in to my tight wet pussy and make me scream. For this I know the knife will go deeper, as his pushes the knife deeper I moan. He starts to pump his body, he is heavy on top of me. I rock my hips wanting more, as I'm about to cum he chokes me and I start to black out, he cums in side of me. As I pass out, he eats me out, then I black out till morning. When I wake up the next morning I dream and wait for him to come back. That pain makes me want him. Pain and pleasure are my peak, and I will be waiting for when he comes back.