Swimming Through the Everglades

One gasping breath and I propel myself into the murky water. Another day filled with clouds, but I don't care, I like not seeing what God is doing with my life. Each stroke intensifies, alligators and all sorts of creatures swim past as if to reach me but I know they are not aware of my existence, no one is. I'm a ghost among the society of the living which does not accept spirits like me....and you.