Never end

Acting never stops for me,I don't even no who the real me is .....
Outside I don't want to be becouse I cannot be me .....
The empty feeling never ends .

Pain is what I love , warm blood is what I want to feel , as you lie on the floor death so close that u beg me to let you go .
I cut little by little dipping my hands in your blood rubbing it on my breasts between my legs cutting more and more ......

I need you to look at me and see me washing myself in your blood LOOK AT ME ITS the best sex I have ever had with you LOOK AT ME I'm happy .......
I need to look in your eyes to see the pain and your soul leaving your body slowly ,

Let me be happy just this ones give me what I want .......