Drinking Alone Got Me Thinking Alone

As you can see i can't really hide 
these emotions that are killing me inside. 
The thought of you with someone, while i'm all by myself, alone. 
The past few months drinking 
got me to really thinking, 
why i'm still so obsessed. 
When I'm actually quite blessed, 
I am rid of someone who didn't care 
and now i can start looking for that something rare, 
Love, i can start searching far and wide, 
try and do it while keeping my pride 
but its difficult because i wear my heart on my sleeve 
hoping that each girl i love doesn't leave 
but they do, they all do.