Leisure Pursuits.

There's somethin' in lovin' watchin' people alone,
Don't ask me why but it excites me to the bone!
placing me in this private zone
waiting to see if I'm impressed with what's shown.
All don't emit this pleasure,
but when they do it's this secret endeavor.
Witnessing a comfort in their skin..
viewing webbed mined behind fleshly sin.
Intriguing just with the thought...
of learning a piece of them everybody has not.
It's all a quest each word i speak,
to make people loose control of control over the truths i seek.
Emotion drenched realities they try to conceal,
somehow uncovering vibes i almost steal.
Savage in my crime
sometimes it simply passes the time.
All for my enjoyment, how they react to themselves
...my grammar goes insane for the peak of a brain.
Lateral Orbitofrontal Cortex shut down,
95% alike a high off heroin...
excuse my sexuality i ignore her till I'm at the brim again.
It's almost instant the direction my synapses are pointed in!
I can't help it, this Rose tinted vision..
it takes over my soul before i can even make a decision.
To fight this urge of empathy,
it strokes my canvas with no sympathy.
Painting lustful mosaic hues before my eyes,
I try to stay true & cleanse them of lies.
With knowing what i feel & respecting mystery,
traveling places unmapped for me.