lesson learned

I never thought I’d have to question everyone around me
Thinking that everyone in my life was for me
But low key only wanting to back door me

Young and dumb they say
And only with time you’ll learn some day
Out of my 19 years of living I still tend to trust many
And never do I get respect in return from any

When will I learn
When will my heart turn cold
When will this anger I hold inside come alive

All these feelings and emotions compacted in me
Wishing I could release it on the world
Letting everyone who has ever wronged me
Feel the inside alone me