Crushed

I'm... I'm not even sure what to do at this point..
You somehow got into my head, and
Made your way into my heart.
It was so unexpected,
Yet it was still so like you.
I got shy around you, I got shakey, quiet, and
Was afraid you'd hear the pounding of my heart every
Time you got near.
Now, I don't really know what to do.
It's one of those heart breaking songs.
I know you're falling for another.
And I fake a smile and tell you to go for it.
I blink away the tears, I try to stop the pain
By digging my nails into my palms..
I feel so selfish for wishing that you'd have no chance
With the other.
Love does change a person, and I may be a victim.
So I'll try not to be selfish,
And I'll wish you well.
I just don't know what I should do..
Should I try to give up at this seemingly lost hope?
Or should I try to be everything you need regardless?