Some Lines for My Lady (A Toxic Love Affair)

 My sweet Lady, in your taste I have found
Your chemical love sent me spiraling down
Spent all my summers searching for snow
But winter comes and I've already froze

Numb
An unfeeling mass of flesh
Slowly putrefying,
            Disintegrating,
                   Deteriorating,
The nasal burn,
              The bitter drip,
                              Collapsing cavities,

Nosebleeds with my morning coffee
Keep going, keepgoing, go!go!go! (gogogo!)
Try to keep pace, or race to the end
The bottom of the bag.

The bottom...fuck.

Suck on that sack, pray for one more taste
Licking the dust
 Pure, poison powder
Don't stop, must keep going
   No
      No
             NO!
      Empty
               Broke
         Tired
               Starved
         PISSED
fuck.
      FUCK YOU
  Fuck me. please
                 FUCK EVERYTHING.

I'm done.

Oh, glorious payday!
   Oh, beautiful, crisp promise of cash!
To combat withdrawal, withdrawal it all
An 8 ball to last the weekend
   gone in a day
We fucked it away
                Sinners sharing sorrow and skin

                   And snow.
He fucks me as I fuck her
   And you fuck us all
  You fine, white Lady, you
          we're all on your hook
Postponing personal pleasure
            for just one more line
Can't stop, won't stop
    Go
      Go
           Go
Without your momentum
                      I will surely
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