L I F E

I have never been so disappointed in myself
I try to tell the truth so therefore my life will be smooth sailing
But instead its cross nailing
I feel I’ll never get to be good enough
There is so much going on with me that I never let out
That I’ll never let others find out
I’m ill not sick…social life is fuckery….my college life is like dust to me
My job isn’t a must for me
I do everything to make others happy and when I can’t it does something to me
My head hurt…my heart is torn…my bodies weak…
And my soul soon God it will meet
I can’t live like this anymore..
I’m so tired of wearing this smile
And just going the extra mile to succeed in this cruel world
It’s sad to say that I can’t express any of this to anyone
Say one word and you can see the judgment upon their faces
Even my two aces.