July 26

Days like today I feel the need to be alone
More so than any other day
So many important dates coming up
I need time to reflect
I can't bear the sound of anything
Yet even the silence seem to scream at me
I'm alone. All alone. As I want to be
Reflection
Reflection
Reflection
Memory
The date is coming up you know
The date is coming up and I am facing it alone
Last year I had you
So far away and yet
You talked me through it
This will be the first year that I'm alone
No one who knows why
Or how
Or even if
Why I can't make it through that day alone
I'm afraid
I'm so afraid
Because I'm alone
On July 26