Warmth that can't be felt

   I'm scared
I'm lonely
I'm unable to cope.
Losing my way
All cause of dope.
  I've lost my smile
The shine in my eyes
Dimmed, burnt out,
Death in disguise.
  I'm broken,
I'm lost,
Don't want to even try,
No hope for my future,
My life's just a lie.
  In pain
In sadness,
Of overwhelming strength.
The mountains unsurpassable
And I'm buried beneath.
  I'm crying,
It's in vain,
Wrap my arms around myself.
That's my only comfort,
Warmth that can't be felt.
  I'm dying,
And it's ok,
I've given up on life.
Nothing left to live for,
But a cut from a jagged knife.