Keeping To Myself

Your just too perfect 
And just so right
There is never a time 
I wouldn't want to hold you tight
I get the chills when I think of you
I fill up with butterflies 
I swear that I've never felt this way 
I'm not going to lie
I wouldn't mind being with you 
For the rest of my life 
I even thought of being married 
And being your wife 
I'm terrified of losing you 
Always scared you're going to leave
Because it's happened before 
And without you I just couldn't be 
You're always in my head
I think about you constant 
From the moment I wake up 
It's a sudden instant 
I like it that you're messed up 
I tend to smile at your problems
Because I want you to always need me 
To be there to solve them 
I would seriously die for you
Even jump in front of a speeding car 
Only because without you 
I would not of made it this far  
I get excited for school 
Just to see you in the hallway 
And I notice the minute your gone 
I couldn't last a day 
I couldn't see myself with anyone else 
You're all that I want
Even thou you are crazy 
And it's my mind that you haunt 
So after all this time 
And after thinking this thru 
I've come to realize that 
I know I love you