Deep Cuts

As I get deeper and deeper the pain starts to go away,  
The reality of me seems to fade,  
I never looked back at who I used to be,  
Just as long as I can see,  
I know that it is hard to see for me,  
For I am already halfblind you see,  
But I cant see clearly without you by my side,  
So the blindness is starting to kick in without a sign,  
Now that I dont see your face,  
What is wrong with me!,  
Why do people call me creppy,  
Each insult just ends with another cut at the end of the day,  
For now Im running out of space on my body.