13,15,14,9,3,1 forever

bet you wouldn't know of
my stolen glances longingly at you
secretly without permission i must confess,
into the thirsty depths of my sleeping realms and dreams,
to what end however i dare not speak of the intensity,
especially when morning comes all too swiftly.
really i ask,is it truly such a confounding forbidden notion to want
a more intimate stir,especially when the heart broken of bones
bleeds true desire,bursting at it's seams.
my soul screams trying to force it's way through my chest,
looking into your eyes I see the absolute essence,a truth I've come to know so very well,a flickering obsession fanned into a raging inferno.
in turn I drift pleasantly,torturously captive in your unrelenting spell;
an image comes to mind of wind burning exertion in your face,the focus,
the vast amount of ecstasy with every avid stroke of my tongue,
secretly please tell me you needed this uninhibited dialogue
where you grind your honeycomb into my face, across my lips,my nose:
spill into my mouth all the pent desire that possesses you in your
rubbing episodes;fly with me please,you and I against everything or
permanently slam the door in my face and remove all hopes,
so I dare not ever to dream of you again.