Past is past

For two whole years i prayed my prayer
And then i saw you standing there
All i prayed for all in one
My wish fulfilled, my prayer was done
Eight months now we were our "us"
But not without the past of fuss
I tried to tell you, tried to save
Our partnership that was their slave
It broke my heart to watch them win
Their cruel control was just a sin
Future cannot hold the past
It was never meant to last
Cant keep ex wife's family close
It was me they hurt the most
Never did you honour me
Never did you care to see
Invited you to  family things
Was i welcome? No it seems
Told i wasn't welcome there
For was not them, i shed my tear
Was for how you chose your past
Your choice for them was made so fast
My heart it breaks for love i lost
Was so not fair, at all my cost
Past is past, our future gone
All because you chose so wrong
They were cruel to you for years
Even had you bought to tears
Finally we found new start
You let them tear us,far apart
I feel so sad, you let them win
They're nothing more than filled with sin
Christians so they spout they are?
Truth I've never seen so far
One day you will see how wrong
Years away you'll hear our song
Then you'll know you could have saved
The partnership God blessed and gave