My Dark Side Weakens me..

Why Am I here?

Why am I alive?

I was a mistake, to be created

I just want to leave far away

Stay away from me!

Everything I see

Has been killing me, if only you can see

Your blindness

Stupid narcissistic bitch

Leave me alone!

I'm not whom you've seen me to be

It's better to leave

Friends and family always have

They've never seen the cuts  bleeding

The red ink flowing from my arms

Crying I'm left alone

My heart Has always been as cold as stone

Crying I'm all alone ...