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why do i always feel like this?
you were never there so how can i miss
someone i never knew?
without you, still i grew.
i am a strong woman today
even though you were never here to say
i love you.

every time i think of you i want to cry.
i think of that day, when you died.
i imagine your grave
and every thought helps me pave
a new way to walk.
all i wish is that we could talk
just one more time.
i feel like all i do is whine,
about how i don't have a dad.
some people just don't understand how i'm sad,
about a person i never truly met,
and yet
to see you dad, I've missed you so.
how much I've missed you,
you'll never really know.