Nothing matters

When I sit and wait
Wondering about a fate
I find myself start to worry
And my future so blurry

Then I realize when I think
Nothing matters so don't blink
Eventually I will die
There is just no reason for life

Some people may Find this sad
But I'm alloyed to never hold back
So forever I can be free
To just always be me

Some will die unsatisfied
Not me I've done lived my life
I tried my best to reach my goal
Now I can move on without my soul

I can see through the grey
Haunts me day by day
But Im glad to know
I'm ready when it's time to go