Rebuttal.

I don't want to feel your hug & trace your back...
I'm tired of feeling feelings then asking what was that?...

I don't want to look at your skin...
& witness myself that has a way to dim..

When I see you I don't know where I am...
I find myself drifting from reality in unknown land...

I feel horrible writing these words you don't care to hear...
It's just i have to get em out my mind so to me its clear...

I crave you as if I've had you before...
but Imma look for my receipt & take it back to the store...

When I look in your eyes I don't know what I see...
maybe myself cause your looking right back at me...

I almost wanna erase everything since I'm insignificant anyway...
I'm fighting what I felt but they have a way to stay...

I wanna be taken but maybe I was mistaken...
thinkin' mutuality was what I wanted but i lost it.

Sending me into denial, since you wouldn't walk down my aisle!