My last words

This is the last time
You will see me
I am leaving this world
I have no reason to stay
I have finally given up
To despair

Why should i stay alive?
No one loves me
Everything i ever loved
Leaves me to never be found again
I have no purpose in the world
Everything i touch shatters into dust
No matter what i do
I can't put them back together

I have only one regret
But i am willing to take it to my grave
I know i will miss the people i grow up with
But they won't miss me

It's my time to leave this cruel unforgiving world
If only i had a reason to stay alive
However i don't have one

I don't know where i am going
But anywhere else is better than
Staying alive without a reason
These are my last words