So what

So what?
If I'm not okay?
Nobody cares anyways,
I cut and cry and scream so loud
pleas for help...
Nobody hears them,
nobody sees them.
My heart aches with loneliness
As  my depression consumes me.
Daily fighting with my own personal demons.
So what,as long as I am causing
no one else pain.
Just look away I know its to much,
you see my scars accept my cuts.
Wrap me in your arms as you tell me
sweet lies "It's okay"
"Everything will be alright"
You hug me tight pulling me
easily into the light..
Saving me from the thoughts inside
But only for a moment
Because this addiction
is a hard one to break..
and sneaks up on you at a moments notice..