dear sweetheart

I lay in this bed
Our bed
That is empty
Burned and done
Listening
To every
Sad song there is
But I can't cry
I can't feel sad
I feel hurt
But not sad
You were everything
But yet you were nothing
Because how can you love
When you have no heart
Yes it beats for life
But never love
I hear your song
The one that I think of
For you
And I shatter
But I never bReak
You made me realize
Something
That I can not love
I can say it
Easy
But do I mean it
Don't make me laugh
I was born to be a Bitch
And doing so
I shall
Sweetheart
I'll miss you
But I'll always remember.
You told me to die
The best words
Anytime can say
Sweetheart
Thank you for leaving
So I lay
Bare on the bed
And sweet dreams
Fill me.
As I attempt
To drive the knife
That won't cut my bare skin
Into me once more
Alone empty cold and bare
But never sad
You were nothing
So why be sad over nothing