in case you didnt know...

 

 

I hate to burst your bubble

but I have a thirst for trouble

I have sprung up from the rubble

and my problems will not double

 

drugs get you high but I'm not one to employ

I've began 2 regain some of my natural joy:)

I'm not treating life like a game or a toy

I'm working on all of the things that seem to annoy

 

Checking the dopamine level connection

I'm focussing on all that leads to addiction

which causes the caos of being in action

and I've turned around 2a better direction

 

I've been living a life that is insain

now its time that I focus on my brain

instead of a life thats promoting the pain

I realize now how much more I have to gain

 

to this addiction I will not ever kneel

I'm focusing on everything that is real

because self samatoch has no appeal

especially when I have a heart of steel

 

addiction brought me down

the direct no longer bound

by my old problems being around

 

 

times couldn't have gotten tensor

while my addiction was the cancer

now I search for the answer

as I learn what I stand for

as well as understand more

 

learning the 12 steps and wellness wheel

Helped w making it out of,  this hell that I feel

life now has much greater appeal

now that I'm focused on what is real