I wept

Today, I wept.
I wept for my friends.
I wept on the shoulders of my most ancient sisters.
I wept on the shoulders of the mother I dreamt of finding.
I wept for the first time in ages.
I wept.

They were tears of sorrow.
They were tears of love.
They were tears of joy.
They were tears of loss.

Today was the last preformance as a group.
As a family.
My family.
They are what have been keeping me alive,
Even when death seemed like the only exit,
Just by being there, laughing at my dumbass jokes,
They saved me.

Tonight, I wept.
They mean so much to me.
It doesnt matter what tears I wept.
All that matters,
Is that they kept me alive.