Dismal means

Broken, beat and all but dead
a dismal store front of baby heads
one still moves amongst the masses
almost intact wickedly laughing...

An end to childhood memories
abandon, decomposing
longing to be whole
horrific crying falling on deaf ears...

One unlucky bastard
dumped, premature,
a lost soul among many
pleading, rebellious, revenge...

A killer is born
Inflicting due justice
pain, torment, a doll on a mission
longing to fit, wrecking havoc
Chaos, destruction...

Losing sense of time
playing with your mind
I am...
that thing that goes bump in the night...