My Frozen Escape

I sit here on my throne of bones, Lonely and alone
I sip from my cup of my blood, This is my home
For I know nothing else, But this frozen escape
My mind is my greatest tool, While my heart is my worst trait
I overthink your pain becuase you've left me with nothing
I order my slave in the mirror to play his harp and sing
I own my kingdom, It's vast lands stretch across seas
I conquer myself, I take credit for what we both see
I swear by my bible with words covered in blood
I live by the sword drowned in the flood
Caused by my tears, Flowing down my face down to my feet
Propped up on my dreams, Screaming "Come in and sit!"
Have I lost my last chance for a clean day?
Have I discovered the only last way?
I walk down the hallway of mirrors wondering what happened
Once a king with a crown of rubies, Now the prince of sin
Tears turn black when they feel the air trapped in my castle
Put on my majestic rob, Once golden tasled
Now it's all white, Identifying my naive mindset
Ash to ash, Dust to dust, Tet for tet