Mental Decay

Where did summer go
Lost upon the frost and snow
Left me to wonder when the bottle will
Tap out and the sun will rise
I woke up yesterday
With a hole in my chest...
Yet I feel no pain
Numb to all feelings
Life in winter's chill
To feel the warmth
In this bottle is useless
When you wake up it's gone
When you wake up it all starts again...
I've learned to break yesterday
And destroy tomorrow
I've watched each leaf
Fall off my tree
I've watched the seasons change -
Why step up when you fall back in place
Why?
Misery is so beautiful...
I need this...