The Glimmer of things being better

Ive had a good few days,
The future seems bright,
Lots of people in my life care about me,
And I know that theres so much worse shit out there,
Than what broke me over a month ago.

Despite things improving,
I still can’t help that desire,
To hold the person who acted in the wrong way,
Accountable for the pain and suffering my heart still feels.

I hope one day I will forgive this,
I will see it all as God’s greater plan,
But I feel this will be some time off,
When I see that face every second of my shadow boxing.

I must recover,
Slowly things are becoming better,
My mood is more positive,
It rubs off whilst I work,
But I know Ive got a long way to go,
To be free of this hatred, images and feeling of loss in my heart.